Pray for knowledge I take my chemistry final tomorrow. Also for my relationship with Justin, he not willing to work it out, but I felt he was leading me on, so we had a heart to heart, and I got my answer. He's willing to hang out but not willing to work towards a healthy relationship, so I had to say goodbye. It's the higher road, and no it's what best for me, I guess I just have a hard time understanding. Pray because I'm hurt and has turned into anger...

Needing support, touch of Gods hand to get me through my chemistry final. I'm stumped at the end with naming equations, and at al loss for words, only to find myself more confused and frustrated with time running out. I feel helpless, hopeless and emotional needless to say, and need strength, encouragement, wisdom to get through this. I"m not sure I'm doing the right thing anymore, all I do is work, workout and and study, and would love to have a life where I'm not devoted to everything else, but me. Help me see if this is what I need to be doing, I would much rather have a life filled with family, love, laughter, travel and simple pleasures instead of endless nights being alone and studying; but not sure what else I can do to support my lifestyle and dreams. Please God open some door and help me see what I need to see.

There are some big descion goint to take place this week...please allow God to give me strength to accept things I cannot change, but hope that this week he can shine his light into this situation and into those hearts in which I love very much. I ask that he guide us and open our hearts to forgivness, patience, love and kindness and that we continue to grow together...I need faith to get me through this week...

In a need of a prayer today...this is going to be a hard weekend ahead. May God give me patience, love, understanding and forgivness...