Heavenly FATHER, I pray to thee to give me the strength to bear with all these tests and challenges you keep putting in my paths. As you give them to me let me learn from them to help me open up even more my FAITH to you. Let it be your will that job that I for so long seek to be able to pay my debts and for the home that I so need desperately for my child and me. I pray to heal my heart of the pain from the love that I so long trusted and has let me down leaving me in an abyss to which I do not know where to go. I pray for him because of the love I have for him, but I will not force to keep by me. He is a lost lamb living in his lost world and to which will not seek for you unless told to do so. I ask you FATHER for the forgiveness of my sins and apologize for those whom you understand I have offended in JESUS name...AMEN.