I ask for prayers from everyone who will help. Please pray to God that our world and all of the people and animals, etc. can find a way to work together without killing and war, first and foremost. For myself, please pray for me. I need help. I am in trouble and I am afraid that I may be in way over my head. I am afraid to put it all out here, please know for a fact that if you do chose to pray for me, that I have not hurt anyone but myself and I am sure my husband and my family and I am sure that they could use your prayers as well. I am a kind person who has made many mistakes and I humbly ask for another chance at being a successful part of our society. I ask that our Lord put me with the correct people to help me to become that way. I will work with them willingly - not willfully. I am ashamed. I am so very scared. I so want to be a "normal" human being and to be able to be open to Gods plan for me. I know there has to be a reason that I was put on this earth. I want to go foreward to be out of the mire that I have made of this life. I want to give my husband a reason to love me and a reason to stay. I have the tools to become better. I need to work with the Doctor and clinicians to become stableized.
I asked this for myself.
I ask also that you send strength and love to a family I know has suffered endlessly. They have now lost their mother. Please take her under your wing and let her be at peace. Our world has lost a very kind soul.
I also thank God for all that he has given to me. I want to cherish my blessings. I want to learn how to not make the messes that I do.
Peace on earth and to all.
Thank you for your time.