Please Pray that I can get past this depression and anxiety attacks.

Please pray for healing, strength, and acceptance in my relationship

Today I have a very big job interview. I pray that GOD gives me the strength and wisdon to impress the panel. This would be a life changing career move for me and my family!!!

My ex and I are barly speaking to eachother. I still love her and have tried to repair our relationship with no success. The last response that I got from her was the most curel thing that I have ever read, and she even said that we were not going to have any futher contact. She texted me in Sunday like nothing had happended between us. She want to tell me that she was signing for her house on Monday, and oh her mom is having open heart surgery on Wed, but that part was just so matter of fact that it was strange. I have done everything I can to have no futher contact with her, but I feel like I need to respond to the mom part of it and I don't know what to say. I am praying that God will show me the right thing to say to her. I still love her, and there is still alot of hurt there. In fact she has hurt me worse than anyone ever!

I am recovering from adddictions and have been in recovery for over 7 months. I have a new job that I started in July and there is some job related stress, but with a clear head I have been able to take corrective action. With that corrective action the stress there is deminishing. My relatinship with my boys has made dramatic improvements.

I am praying that God continue to work in my life, and that if it is Gods will that my relationship with my ex can be repaired. So, that we may be able to live the lives that we dreamed about while we were together and share the love that we once had for eachother. I pray that GOD will remove or show me a way to get past the obsticals that lay in front of me.

My ex and I went out to dinner about three weeks ago and had a great time. We laughted, talked, and shared some memories it was great, and in the whole time we never once talk about geting back together durring the night. I can see that there is love still there, but right now to me its important to make memories and mend the fences without trying. To talk, laugh, and share good times. I have started to write her a letter and explaine that I would like her back.

Update, I have recieved a response from her, it was the coldest, cruel, and heartless letter I have ever read. I handeled it in a calm manner. My boys have nowhere to go for Christmas because I am working, so they are spending it with her and her family. My oldest son has told her that they need to talk. This was before the response from her.

In Jesus Name I pray for a positive outcome. Before I met her I never thought I could love someone as much as I love her

I am recovering from adddictions and have been in recovery for over 7 months. I have a new job that I started in July and there is some job related stress, but with a clear head I have been able to take corrective action. With that corrective action the stress there is deminishing. My relatinship with my boys has made dramatic improvements.

I am praying that God continue to work in my life, and that if it is Gods will that my relationship with my ex can be repaired. So, that we may be able to live the lives that we dreamed about while we were together and share the love that we once had for eachother. I pray that GOD will remove or show me a way to get past the obsticals that lay in front of me.

My ex and I went out to dinner about three weeks ago and had a great time. We laughted, talked, and shared some memories it was great, and in the whole time we never once talk about geting back together durring the night. I can see that there is love still there, but right now to me its important to make memories and mend the fences without trying. To talk, laugh, and share good times. I have started to write her a letter and explaine that I would like her back.

Update, I have recieved a response from her, it was the coldest, cruel, and heartless letter I have ever read. I handeled it in a calm manner. My boys have nowhere to go for Christmas because I am working, so they are spending it with her and her family. My oldest son has told her that they need to talk. This was before the response from her.

In Jesus Name I pray for a positive outcome. Before I met her I never thought I could love someone as much as I love her.

I am recovering from adddictions and have been in recovery for over 7 months. I have a new job that I started in July and there is some job related stress, but with a clear head I have been able to take corrective action. With that corrective action the stress there is deminishing. My relatinship with my boys has made dramatic improvements.

I am praying that God continue to work in my life, and that if it is Gods will that my relationship with my ex can be repaired. So, that we may be able to live the lives that we dreamed about while we were together and share the love that we once had for eachother. I pray that GOD will remove or show me a way to get past the obsticals that lay in front of me.

My ex and I went out to dinner the other night and had a great time. We laughted, talked, and shared some memories it was great, and in the whole time we never once talk about geting back together durring the night. I can see that there is love still there, but right now to me its important to make memories and mend the fences without trying. To talk, laugh, and share good times. I have started to write her a letter and explaine that I would like her back.

Update, I have finished the letter and mailed it today 12/15. It is now in GODs hands and her reaction when she reads it. I have felt GOD while writing it. Now I am facing my insecurities while waiting for a response.

In Jesus Name I pray for a positive outcome. Before I met her I never thought I could love someone as much as I love her.

Day 1 of waiting for delivery/response

I am recovering from adddictions and have been in recovery for over 7 months. I have a new job that I started in July and there is some job related stress, but with a clear head I have been able to take corrective action. With that corrective action the stress there is deminishing. My relatinship with my boys has made dramatic improvements.

I am praying that God continue to work in my life, and that if it is Gods will that my relationship with my ex can be repaired. So, that we may be able to live the lives that we dreamed about while we were together and share the love that we once had for eachother. I pray that GOD will remove or show me a way to get past the obsticals that lay in front of me.

My ex and I went out to dinner the other night and had a great time. We laughted, talked, and shared some memories it was great, and in the whole time we never once talk about geting back together durring the night. I can see that there is love still there, but right now to me its important to make memories and mend the fences without trying. To talk, laugh, and share good times. I have started to write her a letter and explaine that I would like her back.

Update, I have finished the letter and mailed it today 12/15. It is now in GODs hands and her reaction when she reads it. I have felt GOD while writing it. Now I am facing my insecurities while waiting for a response.

In Jesus Name I pray for a positive outcome. Before I met her I never thought I could love someone as much as I love her.

I am recovering from adddictions and have been in recovery for over 7 months. I have a new job that I started in July and there is some job related stress, but with a clear head I have been able to take corrective action. With that corrective action the stress there is deminishing. My relatinship with my boys has made dramatic improvements.

I am praying that God continue to work in my life, and that if it is Gods will that my relationship with my ex can be repaired. So, that we may be able to live the lives that we dreamed about while we were together and share the love that we once had for eachother. I pray that GOD will remove or show me a way to get past the obsticals that lay in front of me.

My ex and I went out to dinner the other night and had a great time. We laughted, talked, and shared some memories it was great, and in the whole time we never once talk about geting back together durring the night. I can see that there is love still there, but right now to me its important to make memories and mend the fences without trying. To talk, laugh, and share good times. I have started to write her a letter and explaine that I would like her back.

Update, I have finished the letter and mailed it today 12/15. It is now in GODs hands and her reaction when she reads it. I have felt GOD while writing it. Now I am facing my insecurities while waiting for a response.

In Jesus Name I pray for a positive outcome. Before I met her I never thought I could love someone as much as I love her.

Please pray for us!

I am recovering from adddictions and have been in recovery for over 7 months. I have a new job that I started in July and there is some job related stress, but with a clear head I have been able to take corrective action. With that corrective action the stress there is deminishing. My relatinship with my boys has made dramatic improvements.

I am praying that God continue to work in my life, and that if it is Gods will that my relationship with my ex can be repaired. So, that we may be able to live the lives that we dreamed about while we were together and share the love that we once had for eachother. I pray that GOD will remove or show me a way to get past the obsticals that lay in front of me.

My ex and I went out to dinner the other night and had a great time. We laughted, talked, and shared some memories it was great, and in the whole time we never once talk about geting back together durring the night. I can see that there is love still there, but right now to me its important to make memories and mend the fences without trying. To talk, laugh, and share good times. I have started to write her a letter and explaine that I would like her back.