My name is Debbie and i lost my boyfriend in Novemeber 2009. I have been so lost and deressed and very lonely. I have a hard time getting out of bed and even getting myself up for church and also going to my grief support group at church. My son is 14 and pushing me out of his life , i live in a city without any family and few friends. I really need prayers that i can find happiness within and start back going to church, i need energy and a life. I feel suicidal lately and feel i have nothing to live for. I need Gods help, please pray for me