I would like to start by thanking God for everything I have in my life at this time. Times seem to be extremely hard right now & everyday is bringing forth another challenge or more depressing news, some of which I have brought upon myself from poor decisions made in my past. The economy is not the best at this time either, but we must all continue to have faith in God & put our worries in his hands. It is so hard to do at times. Please God help us find jobs so we have the ability to take care of our families and & keep them safe & healthy. I am also asking for your guidance in my personal life right now. I don't understand why certain things have happened when I thought I found the 1 person that would never lie or hurt me, but has lied to me more than once. I am now trying to decide if there will ever be trust again or if it's gone for good & it's best to be friends. Help me understand the trials I am going through & lead me down the right path!! I have been looking at things in a more positive aspect & really been turning my life around the past year. I also have a 17 yr old son that was going down the very wrong path in life & I made the hardest decision ever & had him placed in a home 7 months ago - I call him everyday, family therapy weekly & visits whenever possible. He is doing great & hopefully home real soon!! Thank you for helping give him the strength to turn his life around and I just hope & pray he will be able to continue down that path once he is home. Thank you again for getting me through several of life's trial in the past 18 years. I know you are there & always will be. GOD BLESS EVERYONE & I LOVE YOU!!