I'm losing my mind.. I have a son on the way, and i'm having a really hard time holding a job that is going to pay enough to support him, while also allowing my girlfriend to go through college. Her family is helping as much as possible, but there's only so much they can do. On top of that, I still don't have any career direction that's even remotely plausible.. All i've ever wanted to be is a recording artist (rapper), but I can't put my responsibilities aside to pursue that dream. Please, pray that I can hold it together, for my son and girlfriend, and please pray that I will find a job that i can hold, if not becoming a signed rapper.