Please pray for me! I cannot bear the emotional pain anymore.

I am not sure what to say but I believe I really need your prayers. I pray to God that I can find direction in my life. I try and be happy and positive but it is all on the outside. Not in my heart. I love so deeply and although my lifes experiences have been hard, I have overcome them. I am trying to raise my sons alone and help them through life but cannot find employment that will allow them a chance to further their education. I know if I could be truly happy in my heart, it all would be possible. Please pray for me and my family and that I can be happy in my heart and pass that on to my sons.Thank you