Father in heaven, I am praying to you tonight to help me continue to heal and recover from the tragic events that I have endured over the past 6 months, and help me forgive the ones that caused me such hardship and sorrow. I am a loyal veterinarian that was actually "framed" by a new employee and accused of illegal things that I did not do, only to better her police boyfriends career but ruining my life in the process. That's the SHORT version of the my story... Unfortunately I couldn't afford a trial to prove my innocence, nor did I want to put my family thru a drawn out legal battle, so I submised and plead no contest to the accusations of inaccurate DEA logbooks and am paying the ultimate price and my future is unknown. I am disabled and had planned to take time off anyway and sell my clinic so I could get medical treatment necessary for lead and mercury poisoning, just a couple of months before she did this to me. The reason my DEA logbooks were inaccurate was because my best friend, who was my manager, embezzled over $20,000 a couple of years ago, and throw all of my business books in a dumpster including the logbooks....so yes, they were inaccurate but I was accused of falsifying the records b/c she told the police she thought I was a drug addict due to my behavior during the one month she worked for me (I was very sick but not due to drugs...I had a stroke a couple years ago). I still struggle to understand why this had to happen, and why people do unthinkable things to better themselves in their life here on earth. I have lost my business, my home, and pretty much everything that I had worked so hard to obtain...and if it wasn't for my family and boyfriend that support me and believe in me, I don't know if I'd be alive today. I have severe post traumatic stress syndrome, depression and anxiety disorder, encephalopathy, and numerous aliments including ongoing TIA's due to heavy metal poisoning. Unfortunately, I can not afford the chelation therapy that I desperately need to treat this disorder, since it is not covered as of yet by my insurance. My family, which unfortunately is not close to where I live, is paying for my health insurance so I can at least get some medical attention and I have a wonderful physcologist and physciatrist that are wonderful and supportive and do not think I'm at all a drug addict, and want me to fight. My DVM license has been suspended indefinately so I can't practice medicine right now,and help animals which is what I was put on this earth to do.... I am very blessed with my God given ability and it is my purpose here on earth. My clients support me 100%, but the court will not allow me to use my God given talent, which kills me inside, although I do need to heal first anyway. I know that these people who did this to me have to answer to God in heaven, but it's still hard for me to forgive and I will keep trying to do this. I know everything happens for a reason....please help me see the