IN 1995 I was on drug and alcohol so bad mankind could not help. On Jan. 8, 1995 I got shot with a 22 hollow point bullet filed down in mercury. From the impact of the bullet in left 22 wholes in me because of the explosion My stool went into my blood, blood pressure dropping, and on life support.
While I laying in the bed at the first hospital I was in when I got shot I started throwing up my stool out of my mouth. This is the first time that our Heavenly Father started to speak to me my Mother-in- law was sitting at the foot of my bed and she told me to listen. I was dying and JESUS was there. The Doctors told my family that they should just let me die because I was a DANGER TO SOCIETY.
As I lay back and listen to the Father I walk through Spiritual Darkness which I learned that the only love I need is my Heavenly Father. He is my Mother and my Father. Also, what occurred in my past forgive and love all. Yes, I still remember all today. After, I went through the Darkness came to the Spiritual Light on Feb.1, 1995. I woke up in another hospital with IVs everywhere on my body, bag on my stomach for my stool to go into, a machine hook to my throat, nurse coming putting long tubes the hole of my throat pumping mucus out of my lungs because I only had one lung working and balls hanging on each side of my stomach where the stool is draining. I still had a lot to go through. Because of the shortage of oxygen going to the brain they did not know if I could do anything or not.
Our Father's Grace and Mercy are so real. I got out the hospital on Feb. 27, 1995. When I got out and walked outside the world was beautiful. I am now walking in the light. I GIVE OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ALL THE PRAISES AND THE GLORY.