"Amazing Grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost but now I am found, was blind and now I see." No matter where you are Jesus Christ is with you. Call upon his name. Believe in his saving grace. "I can do all things with Christ who strengthens me. Phillipians 4:13 Be honest and open about your feelings, give it all to Christ. He takes things that were meant for our distruction and turns them to blessings time and time again. I pray for you in Jesus holy name Amen!