Lord i ask for comfort for Rays family and myself as well as we all mourn his loss today...that this can someday turn to a celebration of his life instead of the deep painful sorrow within. my heart is busted open today...its filled with all sadness and zero joy. i want for him to be home with you out of pain but here with me in love. i don't like death and it seems to be everywhere anymore. i need to find serenity and comfort but can't.please help guide me with faith to see the good and happiness and positive instead of the horrible sadness.