Dear lord, my granny and I has made another appeal to the government and hopefully this time round, the government will accept our request. (Please, we really need this place) Also, I've left my job 2 weeks ago because of the low pay. I'm someone who hate changes but knowing that if I don't change, I will not survive in this harsh world. I've been taking some time off and I think I should start looking for another job but I really don't know what to work as. I'm confused, so confused. I hope you can guide me through.

There are so many obstacles in my life right now. I'm so lost, I don't even know how to make the right choice. I found a job 3 weeks ago, it was supposed to be my dream job but I'm not really happy doing what I'm doing right now. I don't know if I should continue trying or just quit since I'm still under probation. And then, my landlord is gonna sell her house next year. I don't even know what is gonna happen to me in the future. It's hard to find another landlord like her, one that allows me to bring my 2 dogs along as well. Money is another issue. I feel so helpless at this moment right now.

Dear lord, something is wrong with my dog. He's just 7 years old and my wish for him is to stay healthy. He's suffering from his heart condition and the only thing I can do for him is to bring him to the vet. Those countless visits are taking up my savings. And it's still not enough to save him. Today I don't know what happened but he suddenly Yelp and he seems to be in a lot of pain. The vet he frequents was not opened as its a public holiday. So I've to wait till tomorrow. I hope his pain will somehow subsides through the night even though I'm bringing him to the vet tomorrow. I'm kind of worried for the cost too because I do not have a lot of my savings left.
Yes, My finances are draining out. The burdens on my shoulder is taking its toll on me. I feel like its suffocating me inside out. I don't ask for more, I'm just hoping you show me the way out because right now I'm not capable of overcoming the obstacles in front of me. I'm scared and I'm tired. I don't know what does the future holds anymore.
I'm still renting a room with my grandma and nothing has changed. Oh yes I brought my first dog here with me after pleading the landlord. But still, nothing has changed. My determination to move out has not once wavered. But I do not have the enough money to move. On another note, studies are driving me mad too. Sometimes I wonder, why do people like me even continue to live. But I'm living, for my grandma and my dogs. I don't know how Long more it takes for me to finally break though. I hope that day will never arrive but I doubt it.
Until that day, I'm still going to be a fighter. But I will need to lend your strength to carry on, at least make it last till that very day. Amen.

Dear Lord, i'm hoping that my prayers will be answered and i believe that it will.

I'm sincerely hoping that i won't be separated from my granny and my dog despite the circumstances, all i'm asking for is just a roof over our head and a small place where it can be called our cosy home. Right now, i'm still staying in a rented room and my granny can no longer afford to pay the rental fees. So sooner or later, we will have to move out of this place and i'm scared that we will be separated because she's gonna be renting a flat from the government and i'm not allowed to live with her, let alone my precious dog.

If that day were to come, my granny will be living with some strangers and i might be homeless with my dog. Yes, i know that my parents have a home but i'm not exactly on good terms with them and all this while, it was my granny who brought me up. The situation in my family is complicated but nobody understands :( We have tried to get help from the government to plead them to let me carry on living with my granny but the appeals were rejected. So worst come to worst, i will be homeless with my dog. At least i have my dog with me so even if i couldn't survive, i wouldn't blame anyone.

But i'm not giving up. I will be praying so hard that a miracle happens and the government allows me to live with my granny or even let my granny struck lottery so she can buy a small house. She used to own a house but my uncle conned her into selling her house, landing us in this bad situation. I'm still an undergraduate, studying and not working at the moment because i can't cope with work and studies at the same time. My wish is really simple, i just want to be able to overcome this obstacle. Once i have a roof over my head, with my granny and my dog, i will work hard and even harder to help out people in need because i know how it feels like to be helpless..

But if i couldn't pass this obstacle, i understand and i will be sorry that i failed you, lord. I'll try my best to carry on living and i will try my best not to lose hope even if the road ahead is so dark.

Dear lord,

I'm really unhappy staying here. I hope you can grant me strength or wealth to find a new place to move to. I've been asking for this since a year ago. I really hope i can stay together with my dog and grandma at a place (no matter how small the house is)

Please god, please :(

Dear lord,

I thank you for what you have given me till now. I'm really grateful especially when i get to wake up every single day.
I pray that i will not be separated from my chihuahua and my grandma even though odds are stacked against us. Without money, it's really hard to stick together. But i'm praying, for a little miracle, that i will still be able to stay with my grandma along with my dog. She's old, my dog is ill. I feel like both of them are my responsibilities. And sometimes i feel that it's too much for me to handle. All im asking for is a house, so that i can carry on staying with both of them. Because renting at this current house is too much for us to afford..

Please god, i need you to show me the way

Dear lord, as usual i'm praying that i will get a house of my own, without having to live with outsiders as there are many conflicts when living with outsiders. I sincerely hope that i would be able to stay with my chihuahua and my granny at a place that i would call home. I'm currently still renting a room and the cost is quite expensive. :(

Also, i hope that my granny will stay healthy, as well as my dog. He's 6 this year but is diagnosed with heart murmurs and has to take medications for the rest of his life. I will try my best to provide him with the best treatment i can afford. But i'm currently still an undergraduate, and not working yet because it's really stressful to be studying and working at the same time. So my dad is still paying for my living expenses.

So i really hope that my granny and me will be granted with a public housing rental scheme whereby we can rent a small flat without having to pay a lot. God, please, i'm begging you because i don't want to be separated from my granny who took care of me since birth. Neither do i want to be separated from my chihuahua because he's my source of happiness.

If we can't get the rental flat, can i hope for my granny to win some lottery so we would be able to get a small flat and the remaining amount of money, to donate to charities as well as savings for the future. Please god please.

Dear lord, i'm praying so hard that i would be able to get an apartment soon. A house that truly belongs to me and my grandma. So that i don't have to stay with outsiders and renting a room permanently is not really feasible because of finance issues. I know buying a house here in my country doesn't come by cheap but please... If i can't afford a house, my grandma might not be able to stay together with me anymore and i, with my dog will be homeless. Please god.

Dear lord,

I think I did quite badly for one of the final exam, which is chemistry and I'm so scared I will fail the whole module. Failing the whole module would mean that I have to pay an additional amount of school fees to take that module again. My family finances are tight and I don't think my dad would like to pay $1.8K extra just for me to retake the whole module. So I'm asking for you to allow me to pass that module. Please God! I know I hasnt study hard for this module but it's really difficult as I'm going through hard times recently. You know what's going on with my life so can you please allow me to pass the module? What I'm asking is not too much, I just hope for a pass, even if it's 50/100, I would be so happy. Thank you God, I love you. Amen x

Dear lord,

My dog, a chihuahua has impregnate my landlord's dog which is a toy poodle. And she's expected to due soon. May lord bless her with a smooth delivery with healthy newborn puppies and may both the mom and puppies be safe.

Also, i will be having chemistry mid sem exam soon and i'm really struggling with chemistry since i'm a biology student. But i will continue to study hard and hopefully i will be able to clear this module with at least a pass.

And please enlighten me and allow me to find a real place i would call home soon. It's not really feasible to be renting a room permanently. I really hope i have a house of my own soon and i will work really hard to make that wish come true but it's really not easy since i'm still an undergraduate. Just please god, i want a place i would call my own.

Last but not least, bless every single one of you who helped me to pray. And i pray that my grandma and my dog will live to a ripe old age. Amen.