i know you are up there, watching me protecting me. but im feeling hopeless now, my faith has started to decline. please help me, i want to go back see my parents, i want to finish my studies, pay the debt i owe. Please help me, i need your help. Help me god please.

Im feeling so hopeless. I dont know when i will learn. I am keep repeating the same mistake over and over. Lord please give me some wisfom, so i can chose the right path in life.