Found our cat is at the vet for tests to see why she is not getting any better. She is diabetic and she has inflamed pancreas. I am sooooo scare now.

I lost a cat today he had to be put down. I did not get chance to say goodbye. I was at work. I am going to miss him.

I hope my life will get better. After dealing loss of my friend my twin brother. Who took his own life this Aug. Dealing with a cat with kidney failing. A diabetic cat and other cats with health problems. So stress out from all this. I have good days and i have bad days. When bad days are coming and here makes me cry.