Awaiting a laparotomy for Sterilization- please everything goes well for me~ thank you🙏🏼📶💫

I am tired of not seeing my children: they are in Zimbabwe and I am in the Uk it’s been 16 years now- I try to be strong about it but it’s killing inside- they are my little warriors I try to support them God willing but I don’t understand why I don’t deserve that BREAKTHROUGH🙏🏼😔😔