My grandmother had a massive stroke a few weeks ago and it left her with bleeding on the brain and paralyzed on her left side. They gave her a few days and thank god things started to turn around. She is in a rehab center now but recently she started talking about family members that have passed as if they are still alive which is never a good sign. So she says to me that she told jesus that she wasn't ready to go yet cause she wanted to wait until I found someone who would take care of my boys and I and that she wanted to wait to see me get married. I started to cry cause I have been single for over 7 years now and struggling in my line of work. My boys have some behavioral issues because they are at daycare before and after school and at whomever will watch them's house until I get off work. I work alot of hours to support my children but the reprecautions are no stability in their life. They are now 7 and 8 and I'm afraid that I have made so many mistakes in life that I don't even know where to begin to fix them. I really wish I had the time to spend with them and to see my grandmother without burning myself out like I do now. I just ask that if you would please pray for my grandmother and to please pray that for god to give me the strength and patience I need to continue and for my faith to continue in jesus so on those days when I am ready to give up . . . I can just wipe away%2