I'm struggling right now. I'm angery with how we all destroy the world and one another. I'm angery at my parents for not having a loving relationship. I'm just very angery and want to be joyful and be able to concentrate on just me, I don't understand the evil and uglyness. I don't understand all of the temptations of this world. I don't understand Why all these things happen. I don't understand myself. I'm just angery, and scared, and heartbroken, all sorts of strange feelings at once. I don't like to feel this way. I just want peace..

Lord, I pray you teach me how to love for real. I feel so lost right now. I'm chasing the wind. I need you as my rock. I need concrete strength.

God, I pray that you give me direction as i try something new.I need to be reminded of how to do something fun. I yearn to be adventurous. I pray for renewed energy in my life.

Please, God let me let go of myself and let you take the steering wheel. I need Your wisdom and love to guide me. I do not want to be tempted to stray from your path. God please make me like your son Jesus, who was totally dependant on you and never strayed from the path. God help me follow Your will for me. In Jesus's name I pray. Amen