i have lived with pain for about 5 years now. working more than full time hours, coming home to a partner who didnt even help or seem to care. now i am physically ill, need surgery, and will be out of work for over 4 months. the place i work will terminate me, if i follow through, and i wont be able to support self/partner...am very concerned because my daughter has just had a new baby and she is going to need help as she has her own medical issues. i need peace and know that this is going to work out ok. please pray god will provide that for me, and show me what i need to do. i can probably go back to work when doc gets me walking ok again, but would not be able to have the surgery as that would take me over my allowed time to be off work. i hate that i might need to go back still needing surgery, yet, i need to provide for myself and my family. i feel helpless.

I thought i fell in love with a man almost 7 yrs ago, within one year he had quit his job, and stayed in a bed, i have supported us ever since, he has become unbearable, and try as i may, i cannot live like this anymore. to leave i have to leave everything behind, a really good job, all the furniture i worked so hard to put in the apartment. i know its 'just stuff' and i feel very angry that despite my efforts there was never any gratitude . please pray that god will help me to get through this emotionally and financially. i am not young and have considerable health problems. so i am going to need all the support and enouragement god can give me. thank you.