Lord God,
I know that u love me and would do anything for me if I asked. But lately, I have been in so much pain, in so much depression. All my faith is lost. And I don't know why. I love u Lord God, and I'm trying to be faithful to u, but for some reason I have fallen back. Help me Oh Lord!! I wanna be pain free, depressed free, scared free. And most of all, I want to start praying to u. I go to church, but when I walk out of church, it seems like trouble always finds it's way back to me.

Please pray for me, my family, and my Grandpa Ben. My grandfather died this morning of a brutal heart attack. Please I'm very depressed that I lost him. And he was so super close to me. I thank ya'll for ya'lls prayers. I don't think I'll ever get over this. This has put a great number on me. It feels like my heart has been ripped into pieces and cannot be fixed again.

Please pray for my Grandpa Ben. He almost had a heart failure. We don't know if he was using his oxygen tank like he was supposed to or he just wasn't breathing right. He is the only grandfather that I have that is real super close to me. And if I lose him, I'll be really devastated. He does not know about his new great-granddaughter. And I'm not allowed to tell him. I have not heard any other news about my grandpa, so I really don't know how he's doing.

Lord, I know you said you don't condeme me, and told me to say no to all of my temptations. I tried saying no, but they keep coming back, and sometimes I don't even know when I'm sinning. I pray that you give me strength to keep saying no to my temptations. Also, I pray that you give me the knowledge to know when I'm sinning. Please, I'm tired of the constant repeats of sinning. I want to be free from the constant sinning. Please Lord I ask for your forgiveness of those sins. I pray all this in your name, Amen.