I am 46 years young, ;) with SEVERAL medical problems, that have kept me from enjoying everything!!! I have been blessed with a wonderful Husband, an awesome Daughter, & many other blessings, but my illnesses keep me from receiving them!! I am disabled to the point of being home-bound, being "stuck in bed" for DAYS at a time, & even on "a good day", I put on a smile, but am miserable!! I beg of you ALL, to pray that I will be "restored", & back to "as normal as possible"!! I miss out on almost everything!! My illnesses don't know the meaning of holidays!! I have been sick on important, TO ME, occasions, including birthdays, anniversaries, event's that my Daughter's been involved in, etc.!!! I can't make plans, work, take care of my domestic duties, WHICH I SO ENJOYED!! Im afraid I will miss out on my Daughters graduation, wedding, & birth of my future Grandchildren, BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE TO GET UP, OUT OF BED, UNTIL MORNING!!! I have lost Dr.s, because of rescheduling, let my friends down, TIME AFTER TIME, to the point of them thinking, & SAYING, "OH, SHE WONT BE THERE, SHE'S ALWAYS TOO SICK TO MAKE IT"!! I have so much GUILT, because I ALWAYS "LET EVERYBODY DOWN", most importantly MYSELF!! I feel like my life is just passing me by, & being dangled in my face!! I JUST WANT TO ENJOY MY MANY BLESSINGS, & NOT TO MISS-OUT ON IMPORTANT ACTIVITIES, BE ABLE TO COOK, & CLEAN, & TAKE CARE OF MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND, & AWESOME DAUGHTER!! I KNOW GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME, & THIS IS HAPPENING FOR A REASON, BUT I'M "SICK-N-TIRED, of being SICK & TIRED!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS!! GOD BLESS YOU!!! Love, Tina Christian Rather xoxo♥♥♥
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