Since the death of my son in October 2011, many people have dismissed a relationship we all shared. My oldest son, harboring feelings of my son, Justin's death...putting blame onto me. My son died of accidental suicide, and my oldest believes its' my fault. Thus my prayer would be, I have lost a son whom has gained His Heavenly Wings, yet I lost another through this death. My son Chris, no longer speaks to me, he has acquired quite the debt, as during his hardships, I allowed him to use my credit, saving him from our bad economical times. During this separation of his interest in having a Mother/Son relationship, he has also Not Paid me for this debt on my credit cards. I pay monthly on his debt alone, $1245.00. My house payment would be $975, and second mortgaging my home for more of his debt, now I pay $1330. he is suppose to be paying the difference...I am a single mother having my own hardships and still raising 4 boys...My father God has saved me each and every time from going under and losing our Home...but I find it so Wrong that Chris can simply ignore Us as his family, and then dismiss his responsibilities of ownership to his debt on my credit. I have helped him get his own home, which today he is allowing to Foreclose on, my money, so he doesn't seem to care...Does God not say, to Help one another? I have so helped him so Much, yet, today he treats me as if I did NOT exist. I am close to filing bankruptcy, but I am trying to stay true to GODS" Loving word, to be responsible for THY DEBT...My heart is so broken, that he can act like this towards me, I want a GOOD Godly relationship back with my son, and I need his heart to be touched by GOD in knowing he should be paying his mother back for debt that is Owned by him... I have lost 2 children, one to death and the other to the evilness of this world...Please Pray for Me...In Sweet Jesus Name I do Pray...Amen and Amen. Thank YOU