I would like to stay with my family and be a better person. Most of the time Life is not great but I wanted to be fun and loving. How can i fix my problem.

I want to be a better person and be happy with no guilt inside.I don't want to be the bad person that does everything wrong. I wish to make others happy.

i want my family to be together not split apart. I want a normal life living with a happy life with my family being together. I want my lifer back as it used to be. I just wish to be happy again and nothing goes wrong.