I lost my oldest grandson in March to a hit and run .I cant seem to get over it.He is on my mind constantly, seems like every waking moment.We had a misunderstanding in January and I didnt tell him goodbye when he left.I always walk out with him and give him a hug and watch him drive away and wave.I also tell him to call me when he gets home.Well I didnt do any of that the last time he was here.I didnt even speak to him! Now Im in so much pain...my heart breaks more and more every day.Ilove him so much and I cant ever tell him Im sorry for being so stupid!! His mother was in prison and had a baby that I have raised since she was 4days old.Now she is out and wants her baby back. I have had her almost 4 years and she is the only thing that is keeping me alive!She is like my own .I dont know how much more I can take! PLease Pray for ME!
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