God, I have not been as close I'd I'd like to be with you lately. Sometimes I let life take me over and I seem to become angry with out your love. Please help my with my financial situation. My medical bills, my apartment, and my job. Show my heart your desire. Lead me to be a better person and show me how to open up to others. So many altercations have made me guarded and afraid. I have so much potential through you with school and being in the military. I know I can lead others to you. Forgive me for not spending time to be thankful for you and your blessings. I know I cant do anything with you in my life.
Please keep watch over my sisters. We tend to try to bottle things up and try to take care of ourselves when we ultimately need you. Help Stefanie with her medical problems.
I love you so much, God. And you have shown me so much about how to be a good person. I feel so alive when I'm wrapped up in you.