For the last year my life has been turned upside down. Was in a relationship/engaged for 5 long years and ended due to losing everything I had because of him. I was diagnosed with cronic pain and had to have surgery. Struggle with Depression and feel very lonely. I'm a single mother of 3 boys that are over the age of 20 and live with me in a small 2 bedroom apartment. I work one job to support all of us and just found out have a Herniated disk in lower back, but need to find a sit down job or part time. My 2 oldest boys have tried to find jobs but doesn't seem to have any luck. Please pray for me. I feel like I have no meaning to my life no more and that I'm going to die a very lonely person. I just want to be happy.