My name is Heidi. I have P.T.S.D. I was not in the military. I am the only survivor of three siblings. y mom and dad are up in age. here was violence and verbal abuse with the home when we grew up and then I am the baby of them. I lost my sister and brother due to suicide. I have been thru a lot. Physical and all the above. So has my mom. Please pray for us and to pray for others as well. My mom and I will survive. I pray for my dad. he has changed thru out the years. I need God and prayer in the troubling time. I need help with prayer. Prayer helps.