I turned it all to God ... Put everything in your hands and then snatched it back just like the child that hands the broken toy over to his father and then snatches it back and this time shatters it because they couldn't wait on this timing ... Yup totally blew it all and let Satan have his moment .... But I turn it all back to yo my dear Lord please make it right this time in your time not mine.... Pray with me and for me to trust God again and his timing I can not let Satan win!! Amen

I ask that you pray for me ....for guidance on what to do....where did this come from and why after all this time and what do I do .....please pray for my friend especially that God will surround him with His love as he faces his demons as he says trying to get over his wife's death...he is so angry with God and is so confused and depressed ....hiding behind his smiles....pray that he can deal with this and return to God.