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Lucille Latonio
Lucille
Lucille Latonio
Jun 28, 2019

I want to share with you how God manifested His awesomeness in my life early this month...I hope you don't mind me sharing this...:)

When our house was on fire last, June 6, 2019 despite the devastation around, praise God that all I saw were God's Faithfulness, His Protection, His Goodness and the Grace to Forgive.

God's Faithfulness was manifested by containing the fire at the back portion of the house destroying only the back room, kitchen, dining room, common CR, laundry room, walls on both the ground floor and the 2nd floor; and the miracle that it rained so hard the night before that the barrels outside the house were filled with water (as water is scarce in that part of the barangay). It was also by divine providence that my Dad was still at home and not have left for work. Had it only been the househelp and the kids, our entire house could have burned to the ground. It was also such a blessing that my Dad was able to wake-up 'coz had be been still sleeping (at that time, He usually is), he might not have been able to wake-up anymore with the suffocation from the smoke. He was trapped on the 2nd floor of the house and could no longer pass by the stairs due to the thick smoke. Good thing, he still had his wits with him despite being a senior citizen, he became spider man (hehe) and jumped off the front terrace to the tree nearby and ran at the back of the house to help the Nanny extinguish the fire.

His Protection, by keeping everyone safe (just some minor burns and wounds but nothing serious). The kids were more excited than afraid to see the big flames (I feared that they might have been traumatized by the experience...but they were very happy about it...thank God for their innocence...hehe). When I talked to my kids when we arrived home, they were thanking Jesus that the fire did not destroy the entire house, their Yaya and Lolo were okay and that they were able to save their toys. (They only thought about their toys...hehe..) It was also a blessing that when the fire happened, I was at work when I received the call from my Dad (had I been at the scene when it happened, I don't know what could have happened to me and the baby). By the time my husband and I arrived home, the fire was completely out and only saw the house repainted black and gray with no more windows (as the neighbors needed to destroy it to let the smoke since they couldn't pass by the front door because of the smoke, the only way in was either thru the back or thru the window where they rescued the kids).

His Goodness, by sending in our neighbors who selflessly went inside the house to help extinguish the fire not thinking about their safety just to get both my kids out and help my Dad and the Nanny. I cried when I heard the news and cried again when I arrived home, but then God gave me the inspiration and the joy to see how He will be glorified in this tragedy. The tears turned to excitement, joy and nothing but thanksgiving for what the Lord has done for us that day. God also provided and continues to provide people and resources to help us slowly rebuild what we have lost....we have started with the repairs and would probably be finished in a month or two.

The Grace to Forgive. Over dinner that night, no one was angry, distressed or sad. No one was pointing fingers or arguing. Instead, we shared stories and laughter relieving all that transpired when the fire broke lose. We chose to be grateful for what's left and not with what's lost. We chose to forgive, to show compassion, love and understanding to our househelp who started the fire. I tended to her wounds, bound her hair so it wouldn't reach her nape that was burned and gave her the assurance that what we lost were just material things and what's important was the life of every single individual in our household. We chose to be hopeful and joyful just as Jesus wants us to be. Despite the darkness that surrounded us (also because there was no electricity that time..hehe) there was so much light in the room because we chose PEACE...and only Jesus was able to give us that...:)

Every single event that happened that day was like a tapestry woven perfectly by God to create a masterpiece and to remind us that He was, is and will be constantly with us...:)

My prayer is that the Lord will continue to instill in us that "glass half full" attitude of thanksgiving.

The fire that destroyed our house became a fire that burned with passion for the Lord. I'm sure that God has something great in store for all of us! I'm excited to see it!

Romans 5:3-5
3 We also boast of our troubles, because we know that trouble produces endurance, 4 endurance brings God's approval, and his approval creates hope. 5 This hope does not disappoint us, for God has poured out his love into our hearts by means of the Holy Spirit, who is God's gift to us.

Lucille
Lucille Latonio
May 6, 2019

My Battle with the Big "C"

Last 2017, I was diagnosed with breast cancer at age 31. My husband and I just started our family with 2 boys ages 5 and 4. When the doctor told me it was cancer, a little part of me was sad but as I was wheeled in the hospital and looked at the sky that day, I head Jesus whisper in my heart, "It'll be you and Me fighting this battle together". My worries slowly abated and was replaced with excitement because of what Jesus will be doing in my life. I was reminded of the verse in John 15:16.
I praise and thank the Lord that despite the many needle pokes and labs with the veins on my left arm collapsing, I still managed to smile at the nurses and give them comfort and cheer with them when they finally hit a vein and started a line.
I praise and thank the Lord for the number of times we had to wait patiently at the doctor's clinics for my turn for numerous check-ups, that way I was able to share Jesus and give comfort to the other patients who were waiting anxiously and worried of what the doctor would tell them...
I praise and thank the Lord that when I was diagnosed with cancer, my kids are still young that they didn't have to worry about me and go through the emotional turmoil my family and I went through when my Mom was diagnosed with the same illness and died 7 years ago. My kids are still happy and carefree and prays for me telling Jesus to please heal Mommy by letting my hair grow long! hehe....
I praise and thank the Lord that despite the financial challenges with treatments, surgery, laboratories, medications, doctors' fees and hospitalizations, God provided us everything and more than what we needed. People just came up to me and would tell me that, "God told me to give this to you", because of the overflowing financial assistance we got from my family, friends and colleagues, the money we received in excess, we gave it away to a friend who was also struggling financially with chemotherapy.
I praise and thank the Lord that despite the awful side effects of chemotherapy, I was still able to muster the strength to go to church without missing a single Sunday mass despite the hospitalizations, nausea and vomiting, weakness, exhaustion and pain. I always looked forward to Sundays as that was the only time I got to out of the house and not be in the hospital. Yey! :)
I praise and thank the Lord that after surgery and I was hesitant to look at my 11-inch scar because I thought it was ugly, Jesus whispered in my ear that my scar was beautiful...that I was beautiful...and it was affirmed when my surgeon said the same thing aloud saying my scar was beautiful and was healing nicely...
I praise and thank the Lord that despite loosing all my hair and being bald, i realized that the most beautiful thing you can put on your face was a smile! No make-up, no accessories...just a smile. :) When I looked at my face in the mirror and in the pictures, I did not look sick at all. The people I meet would always say that I looked healthy and radiant...
I have finished my IV chemo in 2018 but still continued with the oral chemo medication. When people tell how strong I am and positive, I always tell them it wasn't me but it was God all along as in Matthew 11:28-30.
This year 2019 will be another victory for Jesus in my life. To our surprise, despite chemo medication, we found out that we're having a baby on the way! When I told my doctor about my pregnancy, he asked me to choose between my life or the baby's. I told him I'm keeping the baby and that i'm asking my Jesus to save both me and the baby. It wasn't an easy 1st trimester with having contractions early on and sub-chorionic hemorrhage but God has been faithful time and again and as of this writing, I'm 5 months on the way and both Mommy and baby are in good health. Praise God for that! :) I still need your prayers though for a normal, healthy, full term baby girl (despite the concerns of the doctors) and a normal delivery! Thank you for your prayers and let me leave you with this verse to help in whatever battle you are in: Philippians 4:6-7. Indeed God has won the battle for us! God bless all of you and God loves us so much! :)