Yes! ask and it shall be given!
Matthew 7:7-8 KJV
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: for every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
KJV: King James Version
Turn to the word of god. Turn to the Bible. Look for the answers there. You can find it online and search: "what happens after we die" or when we die. We are with God. He is our creator, our one and only creator. He knows us inside and out. He knows your pain and suffering. He knows what's in your heart. Believe, and have faith. This is not happening for no reason. You're strong. You can work with children. You can be around children again. You don't have to have your own to enjoy them.
Matthew 18:18-20-18-20 The Message (MSG)
“Take this most seriously: A yes on earth is yes in heaven; a no on earth is no in heaven. What you say to one another is eternal. I mean this. When two of you get together on anything at all on earth and make a prayer of it, my Father in heaven goes into action. And when two or three of you are together because of me, you can be sure that I’ll be there.”
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Well said! And amen.