Both of us have had trauma in our past. I want to be the person that she deserves. Please pray for me so that I can be my best self, so that I can love her to the best of my ability.

I have made mistakes. I should have been more patient with her considering the rough patch she is going through, but I reacted very badly at a very wrong time. I shouldn't have confronted her at that time, it was a small issue, sure it hurt me a little but I should have let it go considering what she has been going through recently; and the way I confronted her was immature and stupid. In rage words were exchanged that hurt the both of us, I am not proud of it and I regret every moment. She isn't talking to me anymore. If I call her 10 times she picks up once and says very hurtful things and hangs up... this cannot be the fate of my relationship after all those years. I would beseech all of you to pray for me, pray that she forgives me and gives me another chance. Thank you.