You Are worth it!!!! Don’t give up. God has heard your petition since the 1st time you asked. I pray that God will bring healing and open a door for you. Be Still & Know that He IS GOD! Be Strong and Courageous, God fights your battles
Lord supply All their needs according to your will. Give them Peace Beyond their understanding in this time. In Jesus name

I know what that feeling feel likes, I have struggled with that too. So I encourage you in the Lord to be Strong and Courageous, mighty woman of God. He has something Great coming your way, but we have an enemy that taunts us, so get your weapons of truth and faith
Put on your Armor of God on and fight fight and fight this enemy! God is right there with you, he will Never forsake you, Put your HOPE in Him, read Psalm 27 and 37 and 91. Just BELIEVE!!! He says in Psalms 103 that He HEALS ALL YOUR diseases. Wait upon him and it shall pass.
Start to Sing and Praise Hik because when you do , those feelings go away. God Loves for use to PRAISE JIM. God bless you & praying for you

Before you ask, God already knows. He knows your pain and your needs, God is not a God that he should lie. You ARE HIS child, he knows the plans that he has for you know, plans for good not bad. Rest in Him, surrender All to him and wait on him. Seek him with ALL your heart and HE WILL answer and open doors for you and your children. Be still and wait on the Lord, only be Strong and Courageous
Everything IS going to be Alright
God bless you