Meditate on the word of God. Believe in the power of His Word. Pray without ceasing.. Everyday read the Word and pray like it's your medicines. God's words has the power to wash away and heal all our emotional, mental, physical and spiritual brokenness. As the bible says in the beginning was the word and the word was with God....

Prayerfully Listen to that song "Turn your eyes upon Jesus". When I was in your state this song encouraged me to seek Jesus amidst all chaos. I did not give up no matter what for my only way was Jesus. He did not fail me.

Don't ever give up praying.