I just want to say Thank You for both your comments. Everything you wrote is the truth. What has happened, has nothing to do with me and who I am. This is not my fault. It is theirs. It's still very hard for me . I was blindsided but I should of known. I trusted and believed him because we promised each other that we would never to anything like that because of what it would do to the other person. I kept my end. He broke every single promise he ever told me, that is what hurts the most. I was so gullible that I never saw it coming the first time. After he told me, I would go over the last year and figured out he had lied to me the whole time from September 2024 to May 2025.. I still let him back. Now, here we are again, the only person who hurts is me. I have been told that God will put people in your life for a reason and he takes them out for a reason. I believe that it was God's way of letting me know that he's not good for me. It's just really hard because he has left me here with no help, noone to call in case something happens. It's is the worse thing in the world to know that someone is treating you like you never existed. Heart breaking.

Thank you