My Heavenly Father, I thank you for letting my feet hit the floor-for another day. Thank you for the sun and the birds I hear singing. Thank you for my children. I bring to you all that I need, Lord. Please forgive me for my sins. Lord I ask you to give me direction on this road I'm traveling on. Lord, I ask you to give me the opportunity to serve you in whatever way YOU see fit. I need to know what I can do for you. I know I need to love harder and stronger. Lord, I ask you to close the doors you need to and open the ones you want to. Lord, I need a way to do the things that you want me to. Lord, if it's staying poor and always struggling-I'll do it, but if that isn't YOUR WILL, please give me an opportunity to recover from life and all of its ups and downs. Lord, my family needs a immediate blessing. Lord, I give you all the praise and honor and glory for it all. In the name of your Son - Jesus Christ - I ask these things.

This may sound silly to you, but I do believe this is where I have a problem: doubting myself. I really shouldn't, but at the rsame time I don't want to be wagging my own tail...I am a writer, a good writer, and I don't seem to have the courage to send a manuscript in. I am doubting one of the things I do best, and that is write. Why? Please pray for me to overcome the things that are making me doubt myself. Gain courage also. Jesus Christ is my Lord and personal Saviour. And I do believe that if I ask, I will receive. Please pray. I have four children to enlighten and guide me along the way and I do so want to make them proud. Thank you!