Growing up I faced a lot of battles from being the first kid to have their parents divorce because of my dad leaving us to with to be another woman that he was in a relationship with for years. Come to find out he never wanted me because I delayed his plans. When my mom couldn't take care of us because of finances, I was the one he was going to be in an orphanage. Luckily she came back but brought her angry alcoholic new husband with her. I lived in pain so many years and didn't even know it. I became sexually active and played around with drugs. Because of that and my low self esteem, that lead into me being sexually abused by many men and never knowing how to stick up fro myself even when getting bullied in school. Ive had 2 failed marriages because I chose men that I thought I deserved. BUT there is good news, I came to know God. He is the Daddy that loves me more than any earthly daddy can, He is my husband and He provides for me better than anyone ever has, He is the Father to my children. He has always cared for them and He is my best friend. He knows me better than I know myself. I can tell Him anything and know that I'm not being judged, only loved. Sure I still feel pain from my past but Ive learned how to stand strong because my Daddy has got my back and will always be there fro me and He will never let me down. I feel safe in His arms when I'm afraid and He has such an incredible future planned for me, all I needed to do was get out of His way and let Him work miracles in my life, for I AM A CHILD OF GOD!!!!