Please keep the faith. I went through a bad break up 28 years ago and it was all for the better. When God changes our life we still have to go through the hurt and the pain. We would not be normal if we did not. I met the love of my life after the break up. In that breakup I was so blindsided and it was not pretty. I made it through and I am so grateful for my life now instead of the life I would have had. God can turn all things to good. You just have to ask him. ❤️🙏🏻