Never give up. I was on my fourth hip surgery in a 6 month period and I lost sight, I lost the one thing I always depended on God. I just couldn't hear him amoung the fear the pain, the commotion. As I was sitting on the chair in the dr office that I can tell you the pain and the tears streaming and suddenly a quiet little stir within me, just a whisper...never fear.. this is a journey. I got it, this is a journey, not a race, not to see how much you can do, or be, a journey a day to day, sometimes minute to minute. But a journey you are not alone in. You must sometimes be quiet and weak to hear Him. And even if you can not you must realize that He is the one that carries you on the days you just can't/ So my friend, never stop, maybe take it a minute by minute, cry, scream,.. fight for that life that He has given you. Find something small, that makes you smile. Find the sunshine in the rain, the light in the dark. To know all the bad, makes the good so much better. Enjoy the journey. I pray you always keep going.

Keep the faith and praying, let God have this, I did, I have a 22 yo old and we just kept trying. Actually what helped us find something for him to try to learn was a site, called cooljob.com. They list jobs all over the US and the ones we looked at were ones where he didnt need a car, and they supplied housing and some food. He did a whole season 8 months out in the Grand Canyon, now granted he made some money and he had to save it. They gave him lodging and he bought a bike. A great learning experience. One thing that saved me, trying to get him to focus and find a path was to remember that life is a journey and God has plans for him and they are bigger than you can imagine. You must trust the journey. Be who you are a mom, and guide, show jobs, try a part time to see if it is what he wants. It is so hard for boys I think. Well I just really wanted to share with you to keep your heads up that God has this.. I promise