i pray that i won't wallow in self-pity and misery again . i want to be loved and not used by the guys i love . i deserve better . .I pray that if it is Mike that I am supposed to be with, then he will get through his crisis and see how much i love him with all my heart. If it is not Mike that I am supposed to be with, then i pray I have the corage to see and accept that fact and move on with my life. I dont know if i am supposed to wait, or move on....please pray for guidence for me...i just feel so lost and all alone.......thank you.

please pray for me that the current person in my life will realize how much he means to me and will love me as much as i love him. I am so tired of being alone.

please pray for me that God will streighten out my love life....I am so tired of being used by men, I just want one that will love me and care for me as much as i will for him. I thought i had found him, but once again i sit here with a broken heart. His christmas present still under my tree because he doesnt have time for me right now....please God, help me to see what is going on with him and to get over him, if thats what i am supposed to do and find someone new. Give me the wisdom to know if i am supposed to sit and wait for him (i dont understand why he is treating me like this, he tells me he is going thrugh alot, i know that is true, but my gut feeling is that he is with someone else) and/or please open my eyes to someone new to come into my life. I am so tired of being alone.
And thank you god for allowing me to getting the new job...i pray that it will be a good decision and that i will be able to get back on my feet finicially with this job.

Job interview today....please pray that i get this job and that it is the right decision for me. The job i have now, will not pay the bills, i am going to loose my house if i do not get myself together here quickly. I have been in a down whirl spiral and need to get out of it. Please pray that i get this job, that i like it and that i can do the work required to keep it. I am so scared, so much is riding on this job interview today.