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Christina
Christina Tan
Christina
Christina Tan
Sep 17, 2014

Prayer Request

Dear God,

thank you for sending these marvelous support of friends and family, as well as that settling calm feeling I'm having right now towards the breakup. It's been my first relationship and it ended off badly, but I must say, everything happens for a reason, and I would want to think that because I haven't seen how much support I could get when I fall to the ground. Despite my first heartbreak, many friends and family were there for me without me saying much. I'm really thankful for that. It may also be a sign that I still have issues within myself to resolve and I'm not ready for a relationship as of yet. Yet, I would take this as an experience for whatever that may come in the future. At least I have experienced a bit of life right now and I'm thankful for that.

Despite the amount of workload and stress I'm having right now, I'm still thankful that I can feel mostly at ease with myself, even feeling as though nothing happened. But I will not forget the mistakes that I might have committed and will be more alert when the next important person comes into my life. I have given it all and it probably not enough but next time, with the next person, it will be much better :)

Thank you Lord for allowing me to feel this way. I'm not sure if it's safe for me to say that I have fully recovered from the situation, but I know that I look forward to every chit chats, every meetups and everything that is happening in my life. I have goals to meet, that is, to complete my new year resolutions for first time! :)

Thank you God, and may everyone's prayers be heard and the world will be a better place :)

Love,
Chris

Christina
Christina Tan
Sep 13, 2014

Prayer Request

Dear Lord,

thank you for hearing my prayers and make me feel better for the past few days. I think I'm coming to the end of this phase of my life and I wish to have the mental strength to withstand whatever thoughts or feelings that come into me. Thank you for blessing me with good things for the past two weeks. I have been doing my best to withstand any funny thoughts and I must say I'm really thankful to be where I am now. Still, I have this little bit left to end this phase and I really hope I can get through this without that anxiety feeling or missing thoughts that keep me tied back to the past.

I want to move on and move forward from the past and don't wish it to haunt me. Even though I feel much better right now, but still, I want to get myself back even more. I don't want to hold any regrets any more and wish that new things will come into my life or new opportunities can give me chances to change. Like the 7 cardial rules of life: I want to make peace with my past so it won't disturb my present. What others thinks of me is none of my business. Time heals almost everything, so I need to give everything time. No one is in charge of my happiness except me. I shouldn't compare my life to others and don't judge others because I have no idea what their journey is all about. I SHOULD STOP THINKING TOO MUCH BECAUSE IT'S ALRIGHT NOT TO KNOW THE ANSWERS. They will come to me when I least expect it. Last but not least, I should SMILE, because I do not own all the problems in the world.

Thank you God.
May everyone get their prayers heard and life will be better than ever.
Thank you very much!