this story is like many about a mother in recovery, God has shown Himself to me in so many ways, from healing me, from alcoholism and bipolar tendencies, to violent outbursts and breaking out in handcuffs,,,,from breaking every rule that challenged me..I am here to say I have received The Grace of God, and I was actually present to witness this within my self when it was actually happening...Grace is the undeserved ability to do something that you know you could not do for yourself, tried many times and failed and by everything that is in you, witness this miracle of recovery,discovery and victory that comes with this awesome experience.....thank you Lord for permitting me to experience this great gift,NO ONE CAN EVER TELL ME THAT IT DOES NOT EXIST....