praying 4 healing of the physical pain which tapping in on my mental pain, In Jesus name, I am healed. I believe I receive what I pray 4, Amen

struggling to understand why things are as they are,life, love, people the lack of. My family seems to be falling apart eveytime one good thing happens 2 wrong things appear. I try not to involve myself but that is hard when you care so much about the well being of others. I find that I allow others situations to get in my way of what I think is best for myself. I need a new direction, and some peace of mind that might last longer than an hour.