I'm really in need of some prayers right now. So I've been with the same person for 4 years on and off now. He always comes back to me somehow someway. We've been though a lot with each other and I've been without him sometimes for a long time & God would always bring us back to each other every single time. Every time he leaves I feel abandoned even if I know he just has to go through things for himself & at times its for my greater good. We stopped talking again around 3m months ago and this time it was kind of different, when we stopped talking he tried making it out to seem like he didn't care but his actions were saying differently. I decided to delete him off of everything and then 2 days later ( 1 week ago ) he decided to come and hangout with my cousin at my house. & almost instantly I was back at square one.. I mean really I don't ever actually stop missing him. I really love him and without any conditions & I don't want to give him up.. he's the only person I want.. I've tried being with other people but it just really doesn't work out. I love him and only want him in my life. I just wish he would realize what's in front of him & really get everything figured out. I pray for him every night. I know he's a good man I really do. I look up to him in ways I've never had someone to look up to like that.. he has the best heart but he just over thinks things and his anxiety and thoughts get the best of him.. I don't really know exactly what it is but those factor in.. I just need someone to pray for us because I know were worth it.. There is no explaining what I feel but its almost like my whole being of who I am knows and feels like he's meant to be in my life forever. There's just things God does that I know its supposed to be more then just lessons learned in the end. Thank you for your prayers.