I have been so sick lately and its getting worse everday doctors r at a stand still i just can/t get well and dont rememeber whaat it is like to feel good please pray for my physical and mental health i also have a christmas concert with my choir at my church december 16th that i really want to be able to singin but i cant sing at all so sick i can't do much of anything even everyday activity

my mom is really sick she was admitted to the hospital on sunday and has gotten much better she has pneuma and her heart isnt pumping blood very good like its suppossed her heart is very weak still waiting to get better from the pnuemu before they can do anything for her heart also she has a mass close to her left lung and we are hoping its not cancerous again as she has been in remission for 4 years from breast cancer she is heavily medicaided hopefully the meds start working soon some of the meds like the one to get fliuds off of her which she is full of on the inside make her blood sugar go so high they have to give her insulin shots alot also she cans sleep and short of breath really bad cant sleep either please pray for her to be healthy and to make it through this and get welll soon that she will do everything they wanted her to do to get better they are talking about a defibulater for her heart she said shes not going to get that done she is very ill and never takes care of helself cause her dad has two legs amputed hes 94 so she takes care of him he is so demanding she couldnt take care of her self or rest much and y she is down he wont go to the nursing home says if he gets put there he will hate her and then kill himself and it would be her fault please pray she lives and takes better care of herself i want her to move back in with me and dad and they are still married she had to move in with her dad to take care of him but i want her here so i ca take care of her if i am lucky to keep her with me our realationship is been somewhat hard due to restment and me holding a grudge toward her for the past i now realize i want to get closer to her forgive her since those things were in the way past and shes not like she was i love her i want to forgive her and have the realtionship i we should have but her dad does things so she cant leave him so then we can spend time with her he wants her all to himself and his constant demends if he dont get what he wants when he wants he gets very emotionally abusive to my mom i guess the main praying is that she gets healthier then she ever has been and pray she doesnt die this early in life she is only 60 and pray for the stress upset and everything for my dad and i thank you