I am unemployed again; even though the employers cannot terminate a person for health reasons, that is the underlying cause of why I have had so many jobs over the years. I pray for a financial blessing to meet my bills and healing to my mind and body as I get depressed easily even with 2 antidepressants. Some days I fight just to get out of bed either because of the pain or the state of mind I wake up in, been having a lot of bad dreams this past week...I know that GOD will not let me down but right now I feel pretty useless and helpless in all areas of my life.