Hi Jennifer, what you going through is hard. REMEMBER that you not alone that you have a comforter in the Holy Spirit. When things get to much try and imagine sitting at Gods feet just worshipping him and let him love you. My prayer for you is that you will find comfort in the Holy spirit and that you will experience Gods love for you.

Your problem is not trivial. It is scary and i am praying for you. I am praying that God will see your pain and he will reach down from heaven and embrace you and deliver you and your husband. Remember nothing is impossible for God he is the creator of the heavens and the earth.