Oh my I dont even know where to begin so here goes. Please pray that I find some peace I loss my mom, her 2 sisters and my grandma in 1 yrs time, i also been transferred with my job to 2 different job sites over 50 miles one way my kids and grandkids need to start bonding im so overwhelmed. Sometimes i just want to disappear.

I am truly in a rut. My mom passed the first of march this year 13 days later her sister passed then 2months and 6 days later her other sister passed. This has been extremely hard on me considering my grandma is still alive and we are very close. She is 84yrs old and has already buried 6 kids. I can't even begin to imagine the hurt and pain she must be going through. Yes we all are hurting. see the thing is, instead of it bringing the family together it is tearing us farther apart. Now to put the icing on the cake my grandma had a seizure last Tuesday and the did a MRI and came back and told us she has CANCER on the brain and because of her age and health they don't wanna operate and believe me she not going to let them. I just need prayer because I am trying to figure out how can a merciful God allow all this to happen to one of his faithful saints. When I say I have a praying grandma God knows not a day, hr, or min goes by without her thanking and praising God. On top of all that I have other issues. So please Pray for my strength.

Please pray that I find peace in my life I love the Lord with all thats in me but the devil is consistently trying to hold me down. If it wasn't for bad luck I wouldn't have any luck at all. So please help me to pray for strenth, job, husband, kids, finances,and salvation. In Jesus name. Amen