OK....so I'm at my wits end. My husband passed away over seven years ago, and I am still paying for his transgressions (he was an alcoholic). The last two years have seen my saving evaporate, my house go into foreclosure (but it was sold just before auction) and I did not make a dime on the sale. My youngest daughter just withdrew from her university because it was too expensive and is now living with me in my friend's house (she was kind and gracious enough to let me live with her). I need to move out in June but don't really have the funds to do so. My father does not understand my situation and how hard I've been trying to just keep it together. I love him dearly but all he does is criticize. I have a stressful job that I HAVE to keep in order to save money to get a modest apartment. I have to take a second job now. I have type 2 diabetes and all this stress is making my blood sugar unmanageable. I am filing for bankruptcy. I have many crosses, and the worst of it is that I strive to love and praise God but I'm not hearing His voice or feeling His love. Sorry for the length of this prayer, but I really and truly need prayers. Thank you.