dear lord im knocking on ur door can u let me in and give me what i deserve. and god answers "yes my son your heart deserves no more suffering" please pray for me. cause i know my suffering is over and i want to assist the world in healing. i am in a space of love. amen i deserve love and gods light so i channal gods light in the right direction

dear lord i pray for myself im in a bad place in my life. im needing guidance. im lost and scared too be found. for death is all ive been seeking for almost 17 years