Hello everyone. My husband had a massive heart attack and died on Christmas Morning. I've done pretty good so far, but I miss him so much. We were married 35 years. Yesterday I too some of his clothes out of the dresser so I could use it. This morning I woke up crying and can't seem to stop. Please ask the Lord to give me peace. I know he is in heaven and I will see him again. I just miss him and feel so selfish for missing him. He is no longer suffering so I'm glad the Lord called him home. The doctors had told us the month before he needed a double lung transplant, but then said he wasn't going to get it because of his heart. So, he sufficated even with oxygen on. Then his heart just gave out because it wasn't getting enough oxygen. Pray for me please.